Loneliness
Have you ever felt lonely? I'm not talking about that fleeting loneliness you feel but is easily ebbed once you see a friend or, in desperate situations, someone you vaguely know. I'm talking about the kind that is always there with you. No matter where you go. This feeling that you don't belong, even amongst family members and friends. I never understood how people could feel that way despite having at least one person who loves you and now I do. This feeling comes after living with people who are meant to be my family. People who should have this intrinsic, biological understanding of one of their own yet this is the loneliest I've ever felt.